Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Saviour-V teleports in...

Exams? Bad enough.

Feeling absolutely lonely and depressed? Nastier.

Feeling as if everything's a complete zero, that the world's just a dream? Worst of the worst.

Now add all 3 up, and you basically have me at my most vulnerable moment. But even in that situation, be forewarned, for within weakness of the good, there is strength of the evil.

It's become quite difficult to focus straight without feeling the temptation to just randomly choke someone by the neck, and keep squeezing until you can feel his or her lifeblood flowing down your hands.

And ACTUALLY enjoying the feeling. Deep down inside your heart, you know it's wrong, yet you live for the moment. A brief moment of immortality, before a vampire hunter seals your fate with a well-aimed silver bullet to your heart.

And yet, feeling so engulfed by the sheer joy of the kill, feeling that detachment you want so much from the world....

....but thankfully, all that is not meant to be. Yet.

But if that dark rage ever breaks through, I don't know how I'll react.

Saviour-V teleports out...

Current Music: Stage Select 2 (Rockman X5 Soundtrack, Capcom)

Around this time, either Sigma appears as the final adversary, or Zero goes Maverick. Well and completely under the influence of darkness.

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