Monday, December 25, 2006

Saviour-V teleports in...

2006's almost over, 2007's coming in.

And what difference does it make, I ask you?

Nothing, yet everything.

I got my job at the METC in late 2006. It may seem like nothing, but it's tough to find another job that lets me see helicopters and planes come and go from the safety of my office window, with the realization that whatever I do will directly influence that situation.

A crush I had for about 9 years is now married. Sure, there were some feelings, but then again, what's the need for human emotions, I ask you? ^_^;;

I've been on an emotional yo-yo through this year. Again, it may not seem like much, but you're not the one experiencing them, right? I've had my heart pulled out from me, shaken for several precious minutes, and pushed back in, with absolutely NO anaesthetic at all.

So, have I every right to be bitter? Maybe. But bitterness is a human emotion, and I'm trying to disregard the need for it. Even though I fear loneliness, that might be my path, from the looks of things.

I don't know about 2007 yet, but yeah, sure, there's the usual aspirations for the future. I think I'm a bit closer to either victory or defeat. And I'd be right in either case. Heh.

Saviour-V teleports out...

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