Seems that since GemWing has lived without me for a brief amount of time, I now have to cope without her by my side. And all I had to do was merely isolate her for a brief moment.
Seems also that my desire for living has also diminished to a certain extent. It seems much more difficult to awaken my mind from the deadening pull of jadedness. And I've wasted too much time doing useless things; too much activity, not much PRODUCTIVITY.
GemWing's advice, counsel, and discipline are what I may need to stay focused, and SURVIVE. Assuming she returns in time.
Saviour-V falls to his knees, his head in his hands, as an alarm sounds out the following warning:
TIMER SET. MIND DETONATION WILL OCCUR ON SEPTEMBER 22ND, 2004.